
Listening to KT Tunsdall while writing this..I have been re-discovering music in my life this past year. Her music and so many others has begun to enter my heart with a fire and emotion I had known before. Before I chose a different path.
God...think of all of the paths we choose...and all of the paths that shoot out from every decision and thought we ever make. So many. Forever and ever. Really...it never stops. Isn't supposed to..and that is a wonderful cosmic law...Free Will!! Yes!
Free to do what ever you wish...love,kiss,hug,be,see,feel,eat,saunter,banter,cantor,cook and serve others..I mean anything you wish...anything. And do we all love it too...
And we also are not that excited about others' decisions...funny how that works. Carlin used to do a routine about " My stuff and your shit "....very funny...but so true. I sometimes make the decision to see another soul's path as one I would not take and therefore judge it as something that does not have the value I think it should have. Know what I mean about this? I think you do. This is arrogance and does nothing to further Love. Although all thoughts and actions are opportunities for Soul growth...they may not actually further it. Some times they serve to go backward or remain stagnant.
See here is the rub...one either believes we create our reality or not. No real grey area there. If you believe you create your reality through your thoughts and intentions...then you also agree to accept everything as consciousness. If you believe that we are all the same (only on different paths )...then you will begin to see the Divine within each person. It's there you know. Every heart knows another heart when it speaks to it. Always. Set up that way from the beginning. No need to change it either.
This is what I feel to be truth...we are all spiritual beings in Human Containers. Here to experience what we created. If we all knew who we actually were...all kinds of shit would hit the fan...so we have to find out through our many lives here. And we do too.
Right now the conscious being called Gaia is going through her marvelous and magnificent process called evolution...and she is moving to a new and higher age. You can choose to feel the changes with fear or with love. In either case whatever emotion you send into the grid will be what comes back to you. I want to be here for those beginning changes and to send Love energy to Her during this time. She responds to our thoughts and we can actually shape the changes with our thoughts...there are many around the planet doing this everyday.
Mass consciousness is more powerful than any single thing we know. Don't believe me? Look around and see the pain and destruction and deceit and poverty and dis-ease and fear and control and separation and on and on...every single bit of it is driven by our little friend Ego and then spread by mass consciousness until it is accepted as the norm and then we rail against it...not knowing that we are actually creating more of it through our thoughts....
So how does it change? Many have told us time and again it starts within...too many have told us this. But thank God they do not judge...they keep telling us to look inside and change our own lives. By doing so you change others that you relate to. It is only a thought. A simple thought. With Intention. Are you going to change every injustice you see tomorrow? No. Does that mean you stop seeing others with love and bless all you see, understanding they are on a different path than you? No.
If you do not change your thoughts..you stay on whatever path you are on...and you keep creating stuff you don't want...actually you do want it...take that in for a minute. Your life is EXACTLY what you want it to be. Hard to take huh?
Do I have the answers? No. Am I just another Soul on my path? Yes. I have all the answers for me. I listen to my body. My Angels. My Higher Self. The Earth around me. God. Source. I am happy with my path and I realize it is mine alone...to travel and learn who I am. To share this path with another is an honor...and a deep responsibility I take seriously.
To preach is foolish. I will see you on your path..stop and say hello and share your lessons learned with me. I will do my utmost to honor you as you are...

This is what I meant when I said that you can help me to understand the balance between accepting all that there is and "fighting the good fight." I have been telling myself that "resistance is futile", but it doesn't sink in. When I see what I consider to be injustice or harmful behavior, or simply bad choices, I judge. You really are learning how to let go of judgment. Thanks so very much for sharing what you are learning with all of us.
ReplyDeleteMichelle...everything you are saying is formed thru our created Ego. There is an incredible book called Take Me To Truth by Nouk Sanchez and Tomas Vieira. It will blow you away. Also I would recommend A Course in Miracles.
ReplyDeleteThere are many groups that get together to discuss these things...I bet one is close to you. Not a " guru thingy " just souls like us trying to understand and grow and become our true selves.
I have no answers..only my own path and understanding. I do know some things are Truth: Love is the answer..unconditional Love and acceptance. Also non-judgement and Forgiveness is huge. The hard part is all around us we see the limited creations of others and our selves too...which makes it hard to stay in that Love energy all the time.
However if you can start by being aware of Love and who you really are..it will begin a journey that must happen. And that is a big deal. So keep asking questions. Ask your angels and Higher Self before you go to sleep...ask out loud..ask them for guidance with any and all questions and issues you have. They love to help..it is their reason for being..and I will tell you they devise all sorts of cool ways to communicate with you too..lol..mine is thru music and visuals.
Start a relationship with them. Breathe deeply and speak to them with your heart ( with emotion ) feel your issue...really feel it..whatever it is..then ask for guidance and clarity. If you should awaken..write down your answers and or dreams...go back to sleep.
Read them later..they will make sense. Do this every night. Trust yourself..you already know the answer to all your questions...you just forgot. Silly as that seems. True nonetheless.
Soon you will begin to see your created life for what it is..one that you have totally created. You will begin to see the divinity in all there is too. When you can bless another without judgement...you have begun to know true Love. And as the saying goes.." the truth will set you free "